Friday, August 20, 2004

Left Behind...

I feel a little left behind. It's August 20th, only a couple weeks till the big election and I've done nothing towards the cause.

If any of you are familiar with the movie Left Behind then you may know what I'm taking about: When the true believers are taken and everyone else is left behind to be judged on the end of days, how do the people who are left behind feel? A few days ago I felt that way. I was driving to Jordans house when I realized how empty the streets felt. There was practically no one anywhere. I started thinking that maybe God just did it, took his followers and left me behind. I wasn't supposed to be left behind or am I? How do you know for sure if you will make it? I love Jesus Christ, accept that he is my God, and want to take up my cross/ my purpose. The reason why I'm not sure is because I haven't completed my purpose. I don't even know what my purpose is. Getting closer to Jordans house I feared the worse. Nobody would be there. I failed and how was I supposed to go to heaven without the person God gave me to grow in love of God and in love of each other? As I parked into the drive way I breathed a little easier because when I saw Jordan I knew that wasn't the day.

Yeah so I imagined it all in me head and who can blame me, judgment day is very real and I don't feel like I've earned my seat. Some say you don't earn it, all you need is to accept Jesus Christ into your heart. But I know that to truly accept Jesus into my heart I need to bow down and let him control my life for this glory.

I want to end with what I think about the presidential election: Vote for


Friday, August 13, 2004

My apologies

I'm sorry it's been so long since I last posted. How do I expect to get a usual public if I don't posted usually?

Either way, I'm sorry.